Sunday, December 6, 2009 @ 12:50 PM
back from church...so bored at home now..
flashback-ing of my 15 yrs life -.-
anw felt retarded and stupid
15yrs all wasted..
he left,
she's gonna leave...
so practically no one's left right
life's like a toilet-.-
people walk in and out..
you're just their emotional dustbin...etc
i shouldnt have trust...
no trust = no betrayal
no betrayal = no hurt
therefore
no trust = no hurt
[sad to say]
谢谢你灿烂笑容
照亮我的天空
谢谢你分享心情
把我放在你心中
夜里有时会寒冷
你我生根同暖土
友情是最亮的星
我的生命从此美丽
当你被花朵包围尽情欢欣
我带春风使你舞其中
当你正走在坎坷路
我会伴你在左右
一起向蓝天欢呼
向白云招手
我们要一起笑一起哭
千万人中有个人懂我
你有最珍贵的角落
nice...
dunno when i can find such a person/people again..
life looks so unpromising and unworthy
but just like last time...
i thought i wouldnt make it,
end up, i still overcome it and past my 15yr mark
just like the senior people looking back at us and say,
"o levels nothing wan larh,
now A level then jia la"
maybe my cousin is right...
time will prove [heal/reveal] everything...
right now,
im supposed to wait..?
tomorrow[the future] is always full of uncertainties
anyway i dont even know if tomorrow i'll still be breathing-.-
another emo or low point of life-.-
reading all my post of last yr,
i realised how different i was
more outspoken,
less mature
but definitely less problems-.-
---- zz im like awaiting for judgement day ----
**** i gambled with love, and lost [officially] ****
