Wednesday, December 2, 2009 @ 3:04 PM
you know world?we realised that some people are
really
actually
in fact
A BEEG FAAT DOUBLE FACEee
rightright
you WERE there when we are hurt by certain people
you WERE spamming when we are spamming
*why is it "WERE"? cuz you apparently have gone to the other side
thus its past tense*
****
anw im dying.
really
(seriously)
i really dont want to bother
but im in the middle
anw if one of either sides dont bother,
i also wont really know.
its my fault yea?
its all my fault.
i shld have stay firm on my fence
or maybe i shldnt have the rights to decide
but its my own fate...after all...
and u know wad?
its the 2nd time im doing this.
lemme see when have i done that --dec/jan
same situation
everyone forcing me to give a decision
somehow i'll get forced down the same path again RIGHT?
why does life have to repeat itself?
aint one time enough?
or i havent learnt my lesson?
okay maybe im just a fktard / dumbfk
argh
i hurt people and i hurt myself
not like as if i want to but....
its so torturous,
so hard,
and painful.
like when i put that oinkment on my wound
it just pierce thru me
and i wish i got no heart
