feels like i'm falling and i,
i'm lost in your eyes
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Monday, March 16, 2009 @ 1:31 PM
i just realised;
this is my 252th post xD

ok wadever
im trying to learn :
Behind These Hazel Eyes [ by Kelly Clarkson ]
and
More Than Words [ by manymany other people ]

on guitar

zzz i kept getting my rhythm mixed up for both songs
so pissed with myself
i want to play those songs to perfection [x
so means now i have to keep drilling myself luh ...
sigh~

just now i attempted to do my physics hw
found that i have really no idea what the Qs is talking about -.-
then moved on to play my guitar
cuz im really NOT in the mood for those bloody HWs -.-

i think that im contradicting myself =.=
when i get to make decisions,
means that i can change fate,
then i would be stuck/ caught in a dilemma,
dunno what to choose
and i would complain/sigh ,
"why must I BE THE ONE making that decision???"

and when I DONT get to make the decision,
or i cannot change fate,
I will be like,
"WHY CANT I DO ANYTHING ABOUT IT??? "

aiya..i dunno larh.
i think that im sooooo s.t.u.c.k.

anw,
got muscle aches today .__.
OWWWWW
luckily got such inventions as massager [x
hehe [:
i shall drag some other people to go jogjog with me nxt time (x

oh well,
i think that sometimes,
when you[me] are lonely,
well then TOO BAD.
cuz if i were to butt in and ask if i could go out with them,
im would be so E.X.T.R.A.

anw they have their clique of friends
that doesnt includes me
so its like no matter how much efforts i put in,
trying to mix with them,
i will always be the outcast.
or did i even put in efforts in the first place ?
i dont know
maybe i shld try putting in more efforts?
or shld i just give up and bring my own cliques of friends and stick to my friends ?

luckily that's not the case in sch [:
guess sch's the place where i really belong bahh
sch's like damn super fun can (:

**you have your clique of friends that i cant butt in
and you're kinda happy in it
or at least,
you appear happy and satisfied there
you are happy, then i can fang xin le

zhi yao ni kai xin,
wo zen me tong xin dou zhi de

seeing you smile is worth my heartaches/sacrifices**

Whatever mann...