Tuesday, October 21, 2008 @ 8:24 PM
Tears + Depressed = Me
yeah that statement is literally correctgot back the OVERALL marks my level position and class position dropped like ****
level position dropped 33 positions compared to mid-yr
damn it
i feel so bad now exams i kinda slack
then starting from 3rd day of exams i caught flu
nice PERFECT TIMING
i feel depressed, unwanted, lousy
nxt time when got exams i'll smash up the tv and com and phone
my fault = bad results then JUST NOW
my dad was like standing beside me showing me his secondary sch results
all A1 and A2 can
my results lan like crap
then still show me this type of things
yar lar i not as smart as him can
all his "SMART AND STUDIOUS" genes went to my freaking brother
who odviously gone slacking as well
and it ain't fair
the funniest part about the results is that MY ART PULLED ME UP
HAHAHAHAHA
and it was SUPPOSINGLY my WORST sub
i hate everything now esp M-Y-S-E-L-F
i wanted to ask, in particular,
you abt your results then saw your msn pm
you were like so sian of everything
and im not sure if it's got to do with your results
so i shadn't ask you for your results
i feel like pinching myself ten times a day
but now everything i do is U-S-E-L-E-S-S
::: helpless :::
Me and My Depression
nothing is happiness to me now
happiness is stranger to me now
emo-ing
& i told everything to my teddy bear
at least he's the only one that listens
other people seemed so far away
and none of them appears to care at all
then one frien was asking wat was my level postition
i bet that it was because she wanted to know if she had beat me in results
i want to be a cold-hearted person
so that i cant cry that easily
& you think wat? FUN FAIR UH?
It's all over now
