Tuesday, February 3, 2009 @ 8:22 PM
SIA SUAY CANN =.=
got geog test + HCL test tmr
such a B.O.N.U.S. package larh =.=
zzz
above all,
i had a horrible asshole accident tday
no big deal larh .__. anyone can have an accident
ok
yar,...
i CUT MY LEFTHAND MIDDLE FINGER DAMN IT
then now that finger got this :
4mm wide
2mm deep
hole .__.
zzz
damn pain
cant play guitar anymore )':
= can't practice on guitar shitzz
then sunday got that guitar test -.-
dunno how i will pass sia >.< like =".=">haizz
**coughcough**
meanwhile,
just now i was so damn guai larh
study geog then off the laptop, my phone etcetc
and lock myself in the room to study [:
ok wadever larh
then caught abit of wad my mom was watching :
that love story stuff
then the guy was saying,
"i know that if i let you go, you will never come back to my side again"
yaryar so sad,..
well i don't really agree with it,
but I can't say that it's totally wrong.. xx so complicated xx
anw,
i think that,
if i let go,
it would be because i love that person too much
to the point where
if stabbing my heart,
it would benefit that person,
i would do so.
well yes,..
love is damn complicated larh WTHH =.=
love is caring only about self-interest
but you'll still end up self-sacrificing yourself for that person .__.
aiya can't understand
anw,..
i wanna be a love doctor or some ''xin li'' doctor when i grow up (:
that's damn cool larh hahha
heheh
ok here's some rather depressing stuff that i wanna talk about:
wthh larh i treat you as my good friend leh
and you go spread about me !@#$%^&*()
yar, right womann,
how would you like it, girl?
if YOU were the FEMALE LEAD "ACTRESS" in the rumours
and the "DIRECTOR" was ME ???
still say is my gd sis =.=
wthh
ok done with that depressing part
let's do sth funny (:
xxxx i can't think of anything leh so sad =.= xxxxxx
brain getting rusty bahh
anw,
i think DUE TO SOME WEIRD EVENTS THAT OCCURRED SOME TIME AGO,
i would have to be evelyn's ''bao biao'' for some time.... zzz hahah
ok,....dont mind it anw...
haha i think i would scare that !@#$%^&*() off larh
hehhe
anw i don't think that i will harbour any more hopes ...
should I surrender to fate? ? ?
Im tired of fighting against it. . .
God HELP ME LARHHHHH
im like half-dying liao
i seriously dunno wad i should do,
how I should react,
how should i wait patiently,
or rather,
how patient should i be...
should i harbor any more hopes. . . ?
arghhh I've prayed quite many times for a reply from God...
it seemed like I will never have an answer,......the one that I've been waiting for ,..i think...
I should give up...
i really should.... [ so damn difficult, so damn heart-piecing ]
arghhhh I pray that God will just give me that reply that I want..
i think i will wait for some longlonglong time for it....
i found out today that Im pretty stupid after all
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Tuesday, February 3, 2009 @ 8:22 PM
SIA SUAY CANN =.=
got geog test + HCL test tmr
such a B.O.N.U.S. package larh =.=
zzz
above all,
i had a horrible asshole accident tday
no big deal larh .__. anyone can have an accident
ok
yar,...
i CUT MY LEFTHAND MIDDLE FINGER DAMN IT
then now that finger got this :
4mm wide
2mm deep
hole .__.
zzz
damn pain
cant play guitar anymore )':
= can't practice on guitar shitzz
then sunday got that guitar test -.-
dunno how i will pass sia >.< like =".=">haizz
**coughcough**
meanwhile,
just now i was so damn guai larh
study geog then off the laptop, my phone etcetc
and lock myself in the room to study [:
ok wadever larh
then caught abit of wad my mom was watching :
that love story stuff
then the guy was saying,
"i know that if i let you go, you will never come back to my side again"
yaryar so sad,..
well i don't really agree with it,
but I can't say that it's totally wrong.. xx so complicated xx
anw,
i think that,
if i let go,
it would be because i love that person too much
to the point where
if stabbing my heart,
it would benefit that person,
i would do so.
well yes,..
love is damn complicated larh WTHH =.=
love is caring only about self-interest
but you'll still end up self-sacrificing yourself for that person .__.
aiya can't understand
anw,..
i wanna be a love doctor or some ''xin li'' doctor when i grow up (:
that's damn cool larh hahha
heheh
ok here's some rather depressing stuff that i wanna talk about:
wthh larh i treat you as my good friend leh
and you go spread about me !@#$%^&*()
yar, right womann,
how would you like it, girl?
if YOU were the FEMALE LEAD "ACTRESS" in the rumours
and the "DIRECTOR" was ME ???
still say is my gd sis =.=
wthh
ok done with that depressing part
let's do sth funny (:
xxxx i can't think of anything leh so sad =.= xxxxxx
brain getting rusty bahh
anw,
i think DUE TO SOME WEIRD EVENTS THAT OCCURRED SOME TIME AGO,
i would have to be evelyn's ''bao biao'' for some time.... zzz hahah
ok,....dont mind it anw...
haha i think i would scare that !@#$%^&*() off larh
hehhe
anw i don't think that i will harbour any more hopes ...
should I surrender to fate? ? ?
Im tired of fighting against it. . .
God HELP ME LARHHHHH
im like half-dying liao
i seriously dunno wad i should do,
how I should react,
how should i wait patiently,
or rather,
how patient should i be...
should i harbor any more hopes. . . ?
arghhh I've prayed quite many times for a reply from God...
it seemed like I will never have an answer,......the one that I've been waiting for ,..i think...
I should give up...
i really should.... [ so damn difficult, so damn heart-piecing ]
arghhhh I pray that God will just give me that reply that I want..
i think i will wait for some longlonglong time for it....
i found out today that Im pretty stupid after all
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