Sunday, January 11, 2009 @ 6:55 PM
yeahyeahwent church
evelyn went [:
yeahyeah
ltr talked to zhiqing
then after she go then i suddenly go attck of sadness [ heartbreaks] =.=
when i didnt EVEN WENT THRU A BREAKUP IN THE FIRST PLACE WTF
wth right?
anw thank zhiqing for accompanying me at the bus stop
missed alot of bus luh , both of us , just for me to talk to her
thanks la friend :/
sian la
ermm i abit xiao now
weiying very nice go cheer me up THANKS
ltr i scare i cry then laugh =.=
laugh cuz of my own stupidness and how retarded i am
and cry becuz of heartbreak .__.
sorrysorrysorry bestfrien
cant really cheer u up cuz idk wad u are sad over
and my heartbreak u cant really understand either CUZ NOT EVEN I UNDERSTAND IT
and so wad i can do is only to be sad with u bahhh ~~~
**** i know that you don't care for me, becuz no one does
and u probably wont respond to me bahh****
and how idiotic
now i feel piss
tears are flooding my eyes damn it
how stupid,
im the stupiest girl in tk and church and in society bahh
anw,...
being sad is happier than being happy yeahyeah wadever
and not one,...
NO ONE can possibly cheer me up
***i guess i shld end it,...right? ***
am i right , zhiqing/bestfrien/any alien out there that cares abt me ?
im just being stupid..........................................................................
but no worries, no suicide for me
cuz im scared of pain and death
wadever luh
~emoing~
and i know that everyone will call me stupid
cuz that's PROBABLY WAD I AM
no...
that IS WAD I AM
haizhaizhaizzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzz
